I have been dating the same guy for over two years now. Most of the time, we have this great relationship and I definitely love him. I can see myself spending the rest of my life with him and having his children. This was something I never wanted before he came along. He made me realize that I do want to take on all those roles only a woman can fill. People might say that I am too young to be thinking of marriage, but most of my friends know that I am mature enough to handle it, plus I have been with the same person longer than people who are older than me have been before they got engaged.
Josh is wonderful. But, let's face it, our relationship is dull. I need a drastic change in it. I don't know what it could be though. We did break up at the beginning of the year, but got back together soon after. We realized that we are really crazy about eachother. From there, we got our own apartment with one of my best friends. Some people would say that is a big change, but not really for us because he basically lived with me at my parents house. We are an old married couple without any of the benefits of actually being husband and wife. We do things that we know will upset one another and we don't change anything about out relationship. We argue, make up, and then basically have the same fight a week later.
I don't know what it is, but I haven't been very happy with my life lately. And it's not only my boyfriend, he is just something that is bothering me right at this moment. Maybe I'm just being hormonal. But, I honestly need a change in my life and I don't know what to do. Can anyone help me?
2 comments:
Why do you think you need a change so badly? You claim to be happy with your boyfriend.
In some sentences it sounds like you want to break up. Is that really the change you want? The rest of your writing doesn't seem like that's what you want.
I don't want to break up, I just wish our relationship wasn't so routine. The flame is burning low. This change that I need isn't just with him, it's life in general.
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